update:

feeling a bit 'brighter' now- nothing great happened except for a nap and some good homemade food, but it did help.

i'm going to make the best of tomorrow - even in the midst of potential bad news - and going to try to stay positive and remembering my blessings.

i don't know that i'll make it - but i'm giong to try. i also think i'm going to wear something very pretty also - that will help.