Odd, isn't it?

...that when you think something is going to go one way - life goes another. So i'm still computerless and i have to tell you something: i kind of enjoy it. It's making me quieter in many ways, it's making me examine what is good in my life and what really needs to be pruned out. It's helping me to verify who i am - the quietness of life...the extreme busyness of summer.

i'm in a good place, mentally and spiritually and almost physically. There is still no Captain of my 'ship' but that will come - i am sure - when it's supposed to .

Life is good. i am happy. i am still as submissive as i was years ago - probably more so because i was able to put my submissiveness into action and now i am not - makes you treasure it. i still wear skirts and heels and love being a girl...i've lightened my hair - i've toned my body a bit - i'm very tan...not from laying in the sun but work and swimming. i've invested in some younger girls' lives, i've spent gads of time with my family, i'm reading impossibly large books and loving it.

this girl...this submissive girl is quite ok.